"you dont have to be lost to the cold forever, you know. this can be over anytime. it can be easy if you want it to be, or the suffering could drag on and on...completely a personal decision. at your own pace. the knife you're holding has always been there and it always will be. the snow will never melt at this rate and you feel as though summer has been forgotten by everyone but you. has it always been this way? have we always been this cold? will you accept the thaw or succumb to the freeze? do you know? you need to. maybe not now but soon. the wind is coming and nothing youre wearing can block it and it could all be so easy and simple and over but will it ever really be over or is there an after this? will the guilt follow? will it eat me alive? can you do it please i don't know if i have it in me we've been walking for so long and i can't feel my fingertips hands wrists touching face lips nose will you please thaw me out one last time so we can carry on? or can it be over now? will we see through this storm? can you promise to stay here with me forever i dont think anyone should be alone in this weather….. what if we’re next? what if we’re the last? hell must surely be full by now… i cant say i care to find out…"
